Gratitude – Normal or Not…
A few days ago, I went grocery shopping. Not seemingly a monumental occasion. But for someone who hasn’t been able to go for months, it was a pretty big deal!
After I came home, I shared with Brad how awesome it was just to be in a store. Just to wander through the aisles and browse through all the choices… I wanted to buy everything I saw and stock up our pantry.
Thankfully, I maintained some self-control and didn’t drain the bank account – but I sure could have…
That small trip to the grocery store was something that resembled my life before my back problems. It was a life in which I accomplished tasks and felt productive. A life that felt easy and comfortable. It has been so long since I have had those feelings – so long since I have been able to do the normal things I used to take for granted.
My goal is to never do that again.